It is so cooooold tonight. =[

We went downtown for dinner (after taking about an hour to decide where to go. I basically took a nap the three hours I was stuck in the car with my sister and my dad. I hate getting up for school cause I'm always sleepy.). I swear, those fucking lights were teasing me as we made our way down the block to the restaurant. They would *not* change for anything, so I was stuck in two thermals and a thin sweater in freeeezing weather (and let's not mention wearing jeans, which are just the most terrible thing to wear in the cold because they trap and conduct heat so poorly, but, oops, I guess I just did mention them [BITTER]).

Yeah, so I would have liked a coat and another layer of pants at the very least.

But! my excellent choice of roast beef was kind of amazing. It melted, I swear. It was *that* good. But expensive... and twice the width of my head, therefore making it un-finish-able. So I brought it home. Having it for lunch tomorrow.

Other than that, my day was... not great. First period was better than it usually is (thanks to four very awesome guy friends of mine. We always have really interesting debates and discussions. Intellectual conversation makes me one hella happy girl). Second period was as atrocious as ever. Seriously. Do people just not understand the concept of playing in tempo (I mean, the music is *that* easy, guys)? Third period almost had me falling asleep, because hearing people lecture does that to me. Especially when they have soothing voices. Ha. Then the end of school only brought another stimulating conversation, but stimulating for a rather frustrating reason. =[ Helplessness is a horrible feeling for sure.

But while some things just can't be helped, I am still a very happy person. Because the little things like talking with friends and appreciating the funny things of every day life kind of make all the trouble worth it, so whatever. It's all good. I've got better things on my mind anyway.

Today:

I had the worst panic attack I've gotten so far.

I had breadsticks.

I took a nap.

I'm drinking Coke. Want Pepsi.

Am cynical.